Finally, ( or sadly) 'A's level subjects are over, still got 8 plus days to my Econs S papers. How should I put it, I can say that my revisions for 'A's were not as exhausting or packed as 'O's. Didn't feel as tired or what just a bit sian. Reading and doing over and over again and thinking a few days later this would probably have nothing more to do with my life. After a while I have to start looking for job, which might be quite scary cos it seems so distant in the past. All this happening seems so boring. So what if I get the As and scholarship I may not get what I want in life. To study Econs in the future is what I can do but don't really want to. Not that I don't like econs but do I look like some economist analyzing some Asian Financial Crisis to you. I don' think so.

Always wanted to do something related to teaching or maybe work in mediacorp( not actress of course) but I can say I am not good in this area of work. Hence, I don't see the happiness and joy I always thought would be there as I grow up. Since like everything so mundane. Really not in a mood to study 'S' paper but dun worry I still will, I wouldn't give up till the end.

Already plan to go mentoring camp a while next Monday morning ( 7.30 leh, so early). Cos my mentee request to meet me for a while also. Then go shopping 1 day and 1 day for my relative's wedding then the rest for econs bah. ( dun really noe what to touch on also)

After econs would be 2 days of chalet with mentoring people and plan for graduation night on 5/12. My life is currently planned up till here, the rest will depend on what the uncertain future holds for me .