07年8月6日 阳光普照

我带着不安的脚步和紧张的情绪步入了LKC-LT不知为何虽然有 Xiao Yuan, Ai Ping and her friend Wee Ling 和我一起但毕竟不一样班，心里总是不踏实。到了自己的orientationgroup 41后发现道德认只有三位，而且清一色都是男生，我硬着头皮在它们旁边坐下，然后趁机打开话jia子。聊着聊着，发现他们还蛮有善，很乐意交朋友。陆陆续续的，其他人也到了，我也和另一边的人聊了起来。在人群中，我突然察觉一个熟悉的面口。但绞尽脑汁都想不起。后来到了ice-breaker前问了她才发现她是我MandarinHotel 的fellow colleague. 世界真是小。Introduction 时发现我是少数没主在hostel的人，顿时觉得自己有一点left out, 但他们聊起天时，发现他们聊起hostel时都很难加入。但看得出大家都very friendly and not as bad as expected. 所以我也没什么好埋怨。回家前，大家也交换了电话， 要互相联络。

A typical entry would have ended with 今天真是愉快的一天。But on the road home with Pinky, we took 1 hour just to get on a 179 because its too crowded for us to board and we have to walk up to the bus stop before in order to get up a bus. Just imagine the number of stops you have to walk if you are at the business school stop instead of the bio and chem building. After the tiring day. I went to see my lecture notes today online and found that tutorials and case studies are already online and we will start our case studies soon. If you have seen the marketing tutorial questions, I guarantee you will faint on the spot, its really difficult to answer them. Then the exam question for statistics are even harder than the A level stats combined together. OMG, what am i going to do? I felt so lost and really wish I can go back to seconday school. Plus, My classmates seem really smart and outgoing so am i going to lag behind really soon? Whats more, I can't fit in any chinese modules as my elective this semester and realise what fun it would be if I am taking my major from FASS, every humanities subject seem so interesting to me, you would read Tang Poetry today, theatre studies on another then shakesphere on wed... I dread the business case studies. I don't like to solve business problem and have no interest in solving it for others in the future. Whats more, I have to take up IT and business Law which don't interest me at all. Pinky is in a totally different course from me and how I hate to be left alone on some days when my classmates can go back to their hostel. To all SAJC ppl ( esp Mummy, PeiShan, SuBing, Pinky and Amanda): I miss all of you badly and is feeling school-sick now...