Monday, October 29, 2007
@ 6:42 PM
Regrets
Today is Monday, but I am not sitting in my statistic seminar room. Why? Because this morning I had my stats and econs test. The stats test was more difficult than the last time. WE had only 20 mins to score the 20 marks and I think I made another careless mistake again since only Xiaoyan and I got 0.7 plus as our power of test and the rest all got 0.95 plus. Sianz, why must it always happen, I keep making careless mistakes in my calculations.
Update on recent KBox outing with Fenzi and Ah Bu3: ah ma commented that my singing has improved from the last time I sang with them. Yippee, but I still have alot more to work on, especially my high notes and my breath control... We had a super fun time but at a high price of $32 dollars as we didn't realise there is no k-student night on Friday. BUt we sang from 6 plus to 11 plus and my throat was super tired after that but we continue to sing our way home.
The biggest 烦恼 this week is still about my Work and Travel payment. I spoke to my Mummy again and she said I cheat her at the beginning saying I am going there for cultural exchange but I did specify I was going there to work and interact with people from other countries. Then she ask me if I have a heart, if I do I should think for the family and stop asking them to give me so much money to go there and have fun...( goes on and on)
Since young, I have alot of regrets and I gave them up because of various reason, but is it due to the fact that I don't have the courage to try them out or because there is really something hindering me from achieving my aim.
后悔纪录大全 (排名不分先后)
1)Wanted to learn Piano, but didn't continue learing
2) Wanted to take higher chinese, but didn't apply for it
3) Wanted to go NJC, but didn't appeal for it
4) Wanted to continue 海蝶舞蹈课,but didn't have the $ to go for it
5) Wanted to take Economics in FASS, 但还是向现实屈服
6)Wanted to join choir in Secondary school, but 莫名其妙进了girl guides.
7) Wanted to go for US trip, but didn't have $ to go.
8) Wanted to keep long hair, but wasn't allowed to do so before 18
9) Wanted to consider going out with this person, but always ended up rejecting
10)Wanted to stop being such a nerd, but was afraid of failing exams
11)Wanted to apply scholarship, but didn't have faith in my grades
12)Wanted to contact some friends but always think I am too busy to do so
13)Wanted to ride the roller coaster and go for the haunted house ride in disneyland Japan but didn't do so.
14)Wanted to continue acting in chinese society, but there were no Singaporeans in the CCA and didn't feel like staying
15)Wanted to organise some outings but was always afraid that friends might reject the invitation.
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人生就是如此,有多得数不清的遗憾,也许是我太自卑,自觉不如他人,也许是不够胆量去尝试,也许已没有也许。