Many things are piling up recently and just need to talk about some of the things. But i think I shall have to do it discreetly as I am instructed by my family not to say some of the things.

Firstly, the $$$$$ problem. 我真得很看不开。Sometimes I feel I am handed alot of $$$ responsibilities I can't handle at my age still. Imagine yourself having to take up a 24K loan at the age of 19 and having to pay lots of stuff by yourself. Maybe to some of you its normal but I can kiss goodbye to my salary this holidays. While many of you think that a working SimHui shouldn't scrimp and save as much. I am sorry, you are wrong.

Recently, all my good mood from the outings are always spoilt by some comment about $$$ from my ###. I can't think of a way to ask ### to stop talking abt it, its getting on my nerves.

Then there is still my computer problem and the endless reformatting work that has to be done and it eats into my 1 week rest time before school starts.

After which, the planning for ....Which always have some timing problem involved.

Then the worry that I will be left alone by all my friends. I know people still care about me but someday... it wouldn't be the way as it will be now, there will be more impt stuff. I have seen many cases and I don't wish to think about it. Maybe one day I will disappear from all.

ONE DAY I WILL FLY AWAY,... LEAVE ALL THESE TO YESTERDAY.
WHY LIVE LIFE FROM DREAM TO DREAM?