I knew I shouldn't have seen it today, but I did it anyway. Curiosity kills the cat.
Sooner or later I will have to face the truth, but I am just afraid to know that I may no longer appear on the _ _ _ _ list or be proud to say my _ _ _ is above 4.5.

Its been 10 minutes since I know it, still trying to accept it. Its still above 4.5 overall but its bad enough to give me a warning sign. I think I will just take 16AUs next semester, if that is what I can manage. Actually it was all ok, but due to my stupidity in believing I could do a Year 3 Econs module as my 1st proper econs module. Yup, I am not going to wallow in self-pity, I shall work even harder than ever still next semester.

I seriously think Business people are better in writing essays than on calculations or probably my essay skills have deteriorated. I am still going to hang on, Economics is the love of my life, 不到最后一刻，I will not give up!

Gambate-ne Simmy!