Suppose to be doing readings for my HE312 modules then sleep after that. But apparently, I am still sitting in front of my computer writing this blog. Went to watch LALA 徐佳莹's concert with Ah Bu3 in NTU just now. Ah ma says she could sense that I nearly wanted to cry when she sang the last song. Today feeling a bit emo? I am also not sure. Probably because I talked to Ah Ma then suddenly remembered some of old memories. But even without the recall I would have enjoyed the concert anyway. I luv Lala! Especially the natural way she is. I like Natural things, the natural way people act, the nature,.... But the funny thing is I also love to be drama, to act but I suppose if people are naturally drama, I still can accept that. Oh no, I am starting to ramble. Back to the topic about Lala, I really like 身骑白马 & 失落沙洲 that she sang today. Especially 身骑白马 because I suddenly realise other than the Hokkien chorus, the verse in front is also very meaningful.

我爱谁跨不过从来也不觉得错
自以为抓著痛就能往回忆里躲
偏执相信著受诅咒的水晶球
阻挡可能心动的理由

I think probably most people will ignore this post again, people don't get what I am saying.
They think Simmy is not funny, why must blog about such 无聊 stuff.
Finding it so hard to relate to people sometimes.
What you think its good, may not excite people at all so I normally choose not to say what people don't like to hear. Tiring~~ feel that people are starting to ignore Simmy sometimes.