Pain is the word I am feeling right now.

Unable to to describe the full extent of it, but it feels bad.

It seems as if, all my intention of 心理建设-ing after my short stint in China has gone to waste.

Its hitting me hard, I can't seem to breathe properly when it hurts so bad.

I know. Everybody has to grow out of something. Cannot forever hold on to a toy that used to bring u happiness.

But i am having difficulty handling the withdrawal symptoms. I am in need of some help here to get out of this.