At this moment, I haven't checked my result.

Unless I get a 2.9 this semester, I should be a First Class Graduate.

But there wouldn't be party poppers or outburst of delight this time round because I didn't do fantastic during my examinations. Or should I say, its the worst semester examination, walking out the examination hall without finishing my last question, or not knowing how to do a question I answered in class before. I love Economics, and always study extremely hard for it. I swear that I have been diligently completing my tutorials and doing well for every quiz, going for every lecture, understanding what the teacher taught in class, practiced past year papers. Even though I could, I didn't slack and prepared as much as any other semester.

Before I see my first B and below, this is just a reminder to myself to always remember my love for Economics even if it should fail my expectations. That I should with a open heart, calmly accept whatever that comes.

Friends, if I should need to cry to get over this, please lend me your shoulder. Its not about whether I am a first class but just like my 'A' levels, its about failing my own expectations. Its hard to end it this way, not sure how I will feel later on,but I pray that its with more courage and strength to accept myself for who I am and strive to be better and stronger in the future.

To: Sim Hui

Remember

"If you should fail and fall, stand up with greater confidence and smile at the journey you have undertaken, because you did your best and I am so very proud of you."