This song used to be my alarm tone in Beijing a year ago.

Many things has changed since then.

People, future, hope, probably even myself.

I hope work is good, its so far just neutral with the ups and downs balancing each other.

My hope for a meaningful life in the pursuit of Econs & Happiness seem not to have arrive despite working so hard.

从前认为，自己这么努力的活着， 可是不曾被看见

But i feel slightly guilty to say this now because life has been too happy, too easy this 2 years that I have been getting slightly lazy. Forgetting to push myself, forgetting to read more books, forgetting to do many things I don't want to but will be good for myself.

Yet, I don't wish to return to that state because it wasn't a state of equilibrium.

Now, i wish for a peaceful and meaningful life that allow me to see hope in getting to my destination.

怀抱着希望，就算日子过得艰难， 我也能撑下去 ：）

我想那就是等下一个天亮的意义吧？

Till then, I need to:
Do some shopping (Buy my business wear & shoes)
Find time to go gym this week