....if the world became such a complicated place?

...if maturity comes with hiding your real personality?

..if the people you hold close to your heart, never come back again?

.if you slowly learn to live a life thats without expectation, without hurt, without happiness. Just praying for less difficulty? Just praying that one day, you will be yourself with others again?

can't go back anymore. but i still miss you guys.

why does it feel like I have slowly become such an unimportant person who can jolly well take care of herself, when no one eat with you, when your problem is only own business. I feel that people don't care anymore to ask, to help, to show care & concern.

Was I such a lousy friend? Or that I was never really important?

朋友们啊，能让我感觉大家还把我当好朋友吗？

心，有些凉。

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊