2012 - Less FLAWS in the New Year

2011 has been a year with deep thoughts about life, new experiences and great fun that I shall never forget.

Happenings:
Back from Beijing
Last Semester in NTU
Graduation Trip
Convocation
LOST days
First Job/Pay
First Work Trip
More DRINKS + CLUBS

Thats an overwhelming number of important event crammed up in a year, that I find myself forgetting 'me' in the whirlpool of hectic schedules. I guessed I have changed someway or another, perhaps more than some other years then found myself again. In this year I have gradually learn to accept reality for what it is, to take growing up as an inevitable truth in life, to learn that somethings can't be yours forever, to learn that I have many many flaws that I need to correct or manage.

To my parents who love me more than I think I deserve, I owe them a caring daughter who should spend more time and love them enough to give in to them.

To my close to perfect at the moment job, I should take everything seriously and manage my career. Its not as if I have forever to learn the ropes.

To my 'bubbly personality' that I can use everytime to create laughter, I must learn to manage you well enough so that you don't go too overboard and too childish.

To my sociable self, I think I ought to tone down sometimes. Its been so useful, I forget to look at the side effects that it would bring, creating some troubles that I never thought should happen on me

To my recently drink and club in a year more than my entire life self, learn not to lose yourself while you have fun. You would never change because your values and upbringing is strong and never allow yourself to think otherwise.

To my neglect some friends self, She owes friends an apology. But then again, did they make an effort to remain in your life or does it take both hands to clap? I must say I will learn to cherish people around me more which means losing less of myself even during not so stable days.

To my inner economist, I am sorry I neglected you because it seems hard to find you these days. I shall try my best to keep some place in my heart for you.

To You You You and You, I am trying to manage the process that I will try to remain optimistic and keep myself strong.


I was told by my colleagues that I haven't been posting anything on facebook recently. It seems that as we age, there seems a lesser need to gain the recognition of others. There are some quotes, some rules, some facts in life that should be shared but I thought to myself that I never adhere by them too. If people say but not do, then whats the point? Everything that matters to you, may not matter to a second person so why bother to convince people? It has been a period that I try my best to look at the hidden truth and learn to take the shocking facts of life for what it is and not try to bluff myself into living in a fairytale. The earth is nowhere near to what I had always imagined it to be like just like I am not what I always thought I would be.

I am going to <3 Sim Hui more than Simmy or Elephano this year. Because she is flawed and I love her for being so.



当时奋不顾身伸出我的手

看见了轮廓就当作宇宙

甜美的习惯变成生活

才了解了什么

如今故事发展成就一个我

学会了生活能享受寂寞

剧烈的语言变成温柔

又带来了什么

若是不曾走过怎么懂?