Back from a time that I wish existed like my dreams.

带来了什么？
Its the first time I saw it for myself. Seeing is believing.
Many said and I ignore but I see and now I remember.
That hurts more than anything.
To deny the fact, makes me walk in circles.
It isn't just for you. It doesn't matter its me or anybody, the same act can still be performed.
Was there an element of cheat? I guess that isn't applicable.
I was just blinded. Wilfully blind to the blunt truth, ignoring signs at my own emotional expenses.

Till the end, even if disillusioned. I still wanted to create more memories for myself.I degenerated, stooped to a level I thought I would never be, just to do it.

In the end, I could pretend, I can change myself, but I am hurt till the point where numbness has took over. But I pray that this continues.

Before this Anesthesia wears off, I suppose I could still wear a smile on my face.

于是她回头看了最后一眼，在破晓时分，向着海面，纵身而下，化成了美丽的泡沫