I don't wish to self-victimise, blame or cause hurt to anybody.
Especially to you, my family. I cried today because I know, you are unable to understand and accept me for who I am and I may not draw strength from the family because it will comes at the expense of giving you emotional baggage. I am just sorry for being myself.

Through the coversation today, at least I finally admit and recognise that I am not strong so don't try to act like one, not perfect so don't try to sound like one.

Life can be tough and harsh on me but its for me to choose to be happy. Don't 虐待 yourself. Being the ever sacrificing 柯景腾 and 李大仁 should never be self-glorified and exemplified like what the media is portraying. Don't believe certain things just because they look correct.

This is a post for myself, to change myself and to accept myself :)