Had a LONG weekend which started with a visit with colleagues to Big Boss's House, followed by a nice chat at colleagues house, then a Birthday dinner with Xiaoyan at Sentosa Boardwalk and a HTHT session over at SuBing's house overnight. Woke up in the morning to enjoy PS's cake and sumptuous CNY lunch at ichiban sushi :)

Packed weekends are a luxury nowadays with workload growing. Soon I shall miss these less busy days.

My post today was mainly triggered by the thoughts I shared during the HTHT session which made my friends very puzzled at by seemingly illogical thinking which I felt was perfectly ok. Probably I am not a rational thinker in the first place. When people start to stare at you in awe or disbelief, you start to distrust yourself. But if people would just hear me out, there is a logical reason for things I do, there shouldn't be a blanket rule for everything. Do not judge others, instead try to feel for others in their place. I am starting to learn how to accept different types of thinking people have. Things happen for a reason and I would attribute that to circumstances. 身不由己，生不逢时 are phrases used by 古人 to describe such phenomenons.

Still I know deep down that my illogical reasoning will not lead me to my weird ending because it would need others with irrational thinking to accomplish that.
A life of deception is what I wish to avoid. If decepting people makes them happy, this world has probably became ever stranger than what I can accept. I wish I can tell the truth all the time but would people even understand the truth I want to say?

If I had a wish, it would be a day for me to experiment all the thoughts I have running in my head. End of entry and say hello to reality again.

如果 你在 幸存的平行宇宙

要怎么做 要怎么活 请你对自己说