Thursday, March 15, 2012
@ 12:16 AM
It takes 3 months to break a habit
Thats what I heard from my social psychology teacher.
When was the last time I did something that I wasn't suppose to? Less than half an hour ago. Sometimes I wonder if my heart was made of steel, it can withstand that much pain and pressure that I never thought it would be able to and still stand smiling at people.
Just a little bit will do, you tell yourself. Its a habit, just like a drug. You can rehabilitate but can easily slip back into it again. I sometimes wonder if you had known, would it make a difference at all. After all, more than often, its between me and myself and nothing to do with you.
On the way travelling back home, this came across my mind.
I never wanted to offend anybody, but in the process of holding on, I did.
It was never your intention to hurt anybody, but in the process, you did.
Its a cycle and war, that cotinues on and you hope that one day, the 3 months may arrive and take it all away.
So I set fire to the rain
Watch it pour as I touch your face