I am honestly, tired.
I am trying hard, probably too hard for my own good. If I had taken life easy and not have any expectations of myself. Live like most do, would I have had a better life? Baffled, thats the word.

I will wait, till the end of the world because I am unsure what will happen if it doesn't. There are plans yet no plans at the same time.

或许这辈子我都不可能成为那样的人，但我却因明白而难过。因为我将永远得不到，得到了，也很快会失去。
我可以骗你，一天两天，但我清楚地知道，你总有一天会看清的。

Just an average person, waiting for an extrordinary life.

Its late, I yawned and realise
....there were tears in my eyes.