Not because I do not like it here. In fact I think here is a nice place to be in. But I just can't keep repeating the same routine, same sadness again and again. I need a note of optimism and to live life like I want the events to unfold in front of me. I don't want to do things for the sake of doing, I want the real thing to happen.

"She did not need much, wanted very little. A kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cosy bed, and to love and be loved in return." written by S. N. B

"You can’t just sit there and put everybody’s lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love." written by The Perks of Being a Wallflower